Japan is not the best place to enjoy art. No good museums, theatres, film/music festivals, nothing. Maybe I’m too westernized to see art in this country. I do appreciate Japanese art but I don’t find excitement in it.

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Wednesday, 30th May

This looks extremely ridiculously COOL. I mean, the music is amazing. I really really really want to see this but .. I’m not in the uk. :(

(Source: youtube.com)

I feel so different from other people for liking classical music lately. Is it weird? I know it kind of is.. I really like Tchaikovsky, Mendelssohn, and Brahms. I don’t know much about it so I’m still exploring. There is this one record store that has good quality vinyls for less than 5 bucks not far from my house. I go there all the time now. I think they know me.

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Tuesday, 22nd May

I mentioned that I just started ballet. I know, it’s really crazy.
I’m 19 and I have never danced before. I’m one of those people who seems to never dance. —That’s one reason I waited this long to start in the first place. I cared too much about how people or my parents would think when I tell them I wanted to dance.
I’m not flexible, I’m not that good at any sports or art, nothing!

I really want to go en pointe. I know I got to try really really hard. But I don’t want to give this up. The thing is, I’m not good at anything. I learned piano, guitar, golf, badminton, photography, etc. But I never took them seriously. Especially piano and guitar, I suck at them so bad, even though I love music. So honestly I’m scared, maybe I will suck at ballet too.
What I’m really scared of is giving up. I’m so easy on myself and I give up so easily. Also, I can’t commit. When I start something I never go back to it. I never do anything unless I’m forced.

I really want to try this. I want to keep this up. I really like ballet.

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Tuesday, 22nd May

I was really confused about my future, since I started ballet. I just talked to my mom and she told me that I could do ballet as an exercise. Why didn’t I think of that.. This is fun and I’m gonna keep dancing. My future is a different thing.

Happy mothers day!

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Sunday, 13th May

Hi. I’m back, kind of. I’m not gonna apologize for not updating anymore. Heh.

I just started ballet. I have no idea what to do with it. It’s not gonna be my future, and it’s not gonna do anything for me to find a career. What? I guess I could do something about ballet and art and business? Whatever. I could do anything. There’s business for just about EVERYTHING nowadays. There’s even business for cleaning up dead bodies.

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Sunday, 13th May

Honestly, I think this is disgusting. But apparently it’s won award(s?). I think I get the point or the message, but does it have to be conveyed this way? It’s not “beautiful,” in my opinion. Is it?

What’s your opinion on this? Why is this “good”?

I feel very motivated. I don’t know, kind of. I’m gonna apply for a part time job at a small movie theater. I don’t know if I can get in. I think there’s gonna be so many people applying for this job, since the theater is like so famous among “hipsters”. Whatever.

I’m going to Melbourne next month. (So even if I get in, I wouldn’t be able to work there for a while.) I’m excited. Yaay. I’m going to study English there. Yeah.

That’s all.

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(via zodiacchic)

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Sunday, 15th January